Life Update ..

I have not been myself lately. Since end of July.

My first book , first draft didn’t get completed in July, in fact it has reached a block since my last update in July.

I haven’t been able to write a word for my book. And struggling to blog.

Life for of us globally upside down.

I have now been without a job for a year. It has got to me a bit. But, so have other things in life.

Disappointed in the NHS and it’s inconsistent GP services across different borough’s. Unable to sleep. Zero confidence in the NHS taking care of my mum. Covid-19 has broken so much. Return to normal seems light years away. Winter begins. Night get darker faster.

I have not been myself lately.

Working on snapping myself out of this ….. I don’t know what this is. I seen a lot of pain in life and I have always blossomed afterwards.

So I will continue to kick myself into gear.

and I hope it reflects in my blog and writing.

Categories: #Thoughts

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  1. My dear, so sorry to hear all these trouble on your way. Your posts are always welcome to me, it’s comforting to know they will be here. Hope you have some light shining on your path, winter is tough, it’s like all the problems double in size. You are strong and you will settle your mind.

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  2. I’m sorry to hear about this. I prescribe your own medicine for you. I think we all go through these funks when we can’t do a thing. Sometimes I think just going through the motions can help tide us over until we get back to ourselves again. So when I feel like I have total writer’s block, I just make sure to write something every day, even if it’s just some boring paragraph about my day, and it keeps my habit going until I start getting ideas again.

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  3. I am so sorry to hear this dear Bella. Please take care of yourself and do not crumble. We are all there for you and try to keep yourself busy with what you always like. Things will improve. Be gentle and loving towards yourself and feel free to talk to us or write to us. Many are going through rough times but do your meditation and read books and see movies on YouTube of spiritual masters who will really help you cope up. Do take care Bella you sure can. Love and light to you.

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  4. Bella, I learned about you through your super video explaining WP’s new editors. You have many talents that will hold you in good stead. How about another video?

    And you have the tools with meditation to reach equanimity once more. I am thinking of you with loving kindness. This down period will pass.

    Cheers,
    Annie

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    • Aww Annie, that is so sweet of you to say. I really don’t know what is stopping me from doing another training video.

      I feel as I am being to snap out of the blip. And I hope I will be back to videos and more.

      And I have the tools to help me get out of the rut as you say. And It all beginning to work.

      I should be back in the swing soon i hope.

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  5. Dear sweet Bella. ❤️🤗

    Yes the world continues to be turned upside down and this makes everything seems unfamiliar and uncomfortable.Say what you feel about it. Scream it. “This sucks! “

    It’s hard to do for yourself what you do for so many others with your blog but you know you’ll manage this “stage” and once through it, you’ll be different, evolved because you grew. You’ll no longer be the same Bella.

    I love all the loving and wise sentiments in the comments. So I echo them…be gentle during this time and hold on with love. Make self-care THE priority. #SelfLove

    In times like these I do my best to embrace the emotions for whatever they are instead of resisting and find the next step. Sometimes we only need time to be still so we can know ourselves better. ❤️❤️🤗

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