I have not been myself lately. Since end of July.
My first book , first draft didn’t get completed in July, in fact it has reached a block since my last update in July.
I haven’t been able to write a word for my book. And struggling to blog.
Life for of us globally upside down.
I have now been without a job for a year. It has got to me a bit. But, so have other things in life.
Disappointed in the NHS and it’s inconsistent GP services across different borough’s. Unable to sleep. Zero confidence in the NHS taking care of my mum. Covid-19 has broken so much. Return to normal seems light years away. Winter begins. Night get darker faster.
I have not been myself lately.
Working on snapping myself out of this ….. I don’t know what this is. I seen a lot of pain in life and I have always blossomed afterwards.
So I will continue to kick myself into gear.
and I hope it reflects in my blog and writing.