This is why I have Been Missing

The story is long. The journey still being travelled.

The story is long and quite disturbing, disgusting and unbelievable.

The reason I have been missing here on my blog, is that my mum got admitted into hospital after an appointment on the 31st August. On the 1 sept 2021 she had a stent operation in her heart. A stent operation is common so we were not worried. But the post operation steps went wrong. Because they didn’t do something right Mum has a hematoma from her right groin all upto her back. She was allowed to bleed from the end of the operation roughly 4pm to 11.30pm. I wasn’t allowed to visit ( covid restrictions). The nurses ignored her calls for help and all my phones calls. They said she is stable, we have another emergency. Mum became an emergency on 1st Sept 11.30pm because they wouldn’t do anything earlier. Then on the 2nd Sept 2021 at 4.30am I rang up to see how she was. They tell me she is critical! After 2 units of blood and lots of rushing she was saved.

I was not able to see her, drop her food, nothing. It was only when she was out of ccu on the Sunday 5th Sept I could drop her food and still I could not see her. Only in the last four days I was able to visit her. She is home now, but the recovery is long and the hematoma will take a long time to heal. She gets tired quickly. And I am a bit exhausted.

Mum was discharged on the 17th September 2021 and we are still adjusting to life.

And the hospital still haven’t said sorry.

In all this I have kept meditating and my spirituality reading and studying. That is the only thing that gives strenght.

I will be blogging etc a bit slowly as I get used a new life. Hopefully in a few weeks or months mum will regain strength.